at k.l..

yoyoyo... nw im actually bloggig from my hotel room... my days here were great but i miss every 1 esspecially bby.... huhuhu.. write mo when reach back... peaze!!

day b4 leaving kuching

to think last year i was desperate 2 leave k.l n escape all the pain in kuching...that was last year n this year in desperate don't wana go cause i juz wana stay here with baby.. huhuhuhu...

is it time already?

well amazingly i manage 2 have an interesting holiday... i actually did my homework but din really study... i met a new fren from k.l.... interesting.... well last year"s holiday did bored out of my skull but dis year things changed once i know how 2 drive... last year i was bored til i was begging 2 go out n have fun but dis year i"m juz begging 2 stay at home.. everything changed since baby came into my life... no longer feeling like zombie, my time seem always occupied by everybody... i"m not only baby"s AJ but i"m suddenly every1"s AJ now.. friend, family and baby"s time seem 2 b problem constantly... Wad 2 do when everyone wants a piece of me? it"s all about balance and time arrangement.. i get greedy sometimes cause i"m addicted 2 spend time with baby... when u"re in love all u 1 2 do is just 2 spend time with ur lover, wad can i say?i"m in love...

so three days from now i will be going 2 k.l.. once again i don get 2 celebrate chrismas alone in other country..fuck... every year i wanted 2 spend my chrismas with my lover but it constantly back fire it fucking shits me... shits happen every year!! 1st day of velentine"s day next year is on the 1st day of CNY... WTF!! i plan 2 cry my eyes out this chrismas hugging with ray coz we had the same wish... I kinda hate that fucking trip 4 seperating me from baby 4 2 weeks... till next time.. peace..

well shits happens...again..

well, shits happen like i go out constantly again... i hate wasting money so much but i juz cant help it... i feel bad 2 myself every time... tomorrow I'll be going 2 DUN for a site seeing.. another $ spending.. haiz... i wanted 2 say more but i'm lazy 2 type more so... peaze??


hold up not yet.. i wanted 2 give a review on the movie phobia. Well the movie is like the Singapore movie where got ghost with the concept of putting a few short film into 1 big movie. The main theme of the movie is about karma except for the last short film of the movie. what i don get about the movie is the short film of hitch hiker. the japanese die innocently, killed by zombies. is it possible 4 vengeful spirit 2 attack innocent souls in thier oun resurected dead body? is zombie popular in thailand? do real life zombie eat life human flesh? rite this is the end of this time's post.. till next time... peaze!!

HOLD UP!! PUMP THE BREAKS!!

since i started form 6, I've been going out to hang out with friends more often than i usually do last time. The time going out have taken its toll on me.. this shows that too much of a good thing makes you sick.. now I'm kinda sick of going out. I'm gonna take a break n stay INDOOORS, INDOOOODS, INDOOOOOOORs[spongebob singing].. yea.. I'm a spongebob fan.. sue me!!behind every cool macho asses, there's always a goofy side of them.. i hope i can take it easy in the future... not going out too often.. its becoming a very bad habit like biting nails...so botom line.. i'm staying inddors 4 awhile.. if any 1 got a problem with my decision, u just gotta deal with it yourself..

pain in the ass...PHOBIA 2

Yo mandy!! i C crushed cars... hahahaha... Ytd i n mandy went 2 watch PHOBIA 2 in MBO. That movie is about karma.. God punish people with karma 2 pay for their wrong doings... damn scary movie... It was a great thai horror film... i love it... =) Mandy got real freaked out..

after that movie went boulevard with li fang, jo soh, cheiw ying and mandy. i was suppose 2 bring manda n jess home from watching movie but i forgot bout them. i remembered bout them when i reach boulevard... yikes... i must"ve been a pain in the ass to every 1 ...baby got stomach pain... got no mood.. now i'm blur... peaze...

saturday!!

mandy's getting makeover 2 nite or is it?? later gonna go watch PHOBIA 2 with mandy... its gona b very awkward... reason?coz its gonna b in a couple seat... i was suppose 2 b watching it with baby but due 2 some complication, i'll b watching it with her another time.. dis mornin went 4 a marching practise which went very well cause its so fun... got blured out a couple of time cause day dreamin bout baby... wondering wad would she b looking like when marching..=)

I played lifehouse you and me 4 the whole troop after marching.. it went well till i mess up almost at the end... damn... we got crazy when we were at my car... dunno y... blur... rite.. so everything was well... til later 2 nite... peaze..

emo day much..

Tuesday:
I went 2 skul with a very bad mood cuz i was mad at myself 4 being lazy i get full of crap 4 my results... i'm so sori i got all mood swing on every1... when i'm not mad at u mandy, i swear... i was so fucking disappointed at myself till i wanna cry and mad... damn.. i blame myself 4 being a lazy ass...


Wednesday:
I was too depressed 2 go 2 skul... I woke up incredibly early 2 STUDY... I actually study of depression.. in the afternoon baby ajak me out n cheer me up.. its at the rite time dat baby exam end today... my morning is a piece of crap but afternoon was great... nothing make me more happier than spending time with baby... =) i barely make it ut of dat this day but i still made it..

thursday:
drama time... i dunno wads up with mandy... but it juz a weird day... life goes on and we had fun helping teacher... feels gud 2 reconect but i still feel bitter coz of all my results..suck 2 feel like shit..

Friday:
This morning was interesting n boring. Interesting cause 1st time ever i attend a HARI PENYIAMPAIAN HADIAH. Boring cause i remembered y i never attend cause its so stupid being thre not getting a prize.. make me feel like a small thin short loser... In the afternoon was well, interesting.. H.T friend, cindy is really truely pretty but i still think baby is still more beautiful.. it feels awkward right there...

well thats all 4 2day... peaze...

viva la vida(no idea wad it means)

i'm kinda obsess bout this song lately.. keep playing in my mind all day.. it turns out dat make over 4 mandy need 2 postpone cause it's hr dad's bday 2day. I ended up go buying amanda's pressie instead with ray,rob n jess... it was fun.. amanda went 2 a gurls day out with her bff's. we went 2 buy a bodyglove bag 4 her at boulevard. hunting down a present 4 my sis is the hardest thing 2 do. nothing suits her so we ended up buying dat bag 4 her. after buying dat, we went spring 2 meet manda.. we had weird time in spring but fun.. i never notice 1 of my pengawas fren is actually pretty til now.. i keep 4getting her name(i never asked wad her name was)..when we reach home, we revealed the bag 2 manda. she was actually very touched till almost cry.. awww... i'm hapi 2 c her hapi.. through thick and thin, fights and cold wars, i love my sister no matter how bitchy, annoying, act cute and pain in the ass.. i cant hate her cuz she's family n related by blood.. n the fact that our relationship r tight.. yea... all well ends well 4 today.. i got a dvd called guai tan a.k.a THE UNBELIEVABLE.. its very violent n cool ducumentary bout the supernatural.. its in cantonese pretty cool.. well that's ol 4 now folks... peaze.. \=/

......

nothing warms a heart better than a smile from your love ones

so wow..

life felt like wow... I'm legal now yey!! just turned 18 few days ago!! I was surprised i don wanna get drunk during my b'day party. I cold think rationally during the high of my b'day party d other day. It was on Halloween nite... yea... d day after my party i baru know that trivilion got a Halloween party mania n ppl paint faces 4 free i think... with test over, everything over then "holiday come come"... hahaha... Mandy got a great kick out of my party n belle's party...=) went 2 watch Jennifer's body with mandy on my actual b'day afternoon..megan fox is so hOOOOOt[opeara singing].... i got gatal n freaked mandy out... hehez... jo soh gonna give mandy a make over this sat nite.. Baby recommended her 2 go 4 hey monday look... i got no comments coz i'm not good styling... i juz go with my own lok of mix n match... i got disturbed by noresther just now coz i did'nt heard her through my loud headset music of carlos santana's espinado corazon... hehez... so life just go on as usual...bored 2 my skull... [speaking like fortune teller] i see long hours of AJ studying during the holidays.. yea .. dats ol 4 now peaze!!!

fun day out..

yesterday i went hangout wif Mandy , h.t n nyat lee.. it was wall weird.. i know they'll buy some ridiculous stuff n make me all grrrrrrrr O.o+.... it was really a fun afternoon... Mandy shit reeeeeaally long time when we were at grand margarita hotel.. fancy shitting i would say when it takes a really long time... she say she got big butt so she shit so slowly? is dat possible? so, we went window shopping at S.P n parkson... i reeeeaaally love d Nerf gun cuz i wanna shoot something wif it... like some road rage driver when dey piss me off... saw stuff bout "prom night"... i thought about organizing 1 for form 6 student next year as a theme 4 my next b'day party or another Halloween themed party. the problem to organize these party is location only... so, going bing wif d gang is relaxing... 2nite will have a bbq b'day party 4 me n ray. my actual b'day is on 3/11 but i celebrated early cuz the actual day is on weekday. there'll b a new experince cuz gui mei n gang r coming.=) i stii dont know wad's install 4 me...

.....

i'm only gonna say this once:

the probability of finding a lover is microscopic,
don't let your chance of love slip away....

where am i??

heard a lot of talking from a lot of people yesterday... I know my friends care... Apparently,teachers care too. Triple L is starting to get into me. I grow lots of respect towards Triple L. She's a good teacher. A great teacher in fact. Just this one year students just didn't respect her? rite...... awkward... Mr. chelli is a cool man.. he deserve that good post as the P.K HEM of our school after all he been through. we see teachers as respectable grown ups who knows everything. they're all actually as naughty as the students themselves.. they still gossip, fool around, talk bout sex, watch porn, tease each other.... they're just making up rules to make an illusion of a higher level of humanity to sudents?? no matter how high our pangkat is, every1 is the same to me...

Now, about me i dont know where i am now. nobody can tell me where i am. i just have to figure out a way to get back on track. if u ever heard of te road not taken poem, i've taken a path. now i'm off a path into a way where there's no path. n i'm kinda lost. i saw my path now n i'm going back into it. i wonder if there's any air tracks....

today's deepavali, interesting...its been a long time since i've celebrated deepavali with my indian relatives. i miss eating uncle tamil's mom cooking.. the mutton curry, indian bred thing, the lamb ribs curry... (drool....)

claerly i'm hungry.. i'm gonna go eat now.. til next time.... peace..

weird week

so the past few weeks haven't been so smooth but i'm still alive n still surviving.. i got nothing 2 say now so i'm gonna type down what i hear....

• my cousin sharon watching stupid baby movie in chinese
• dad sawing wood
• my phone ringing....(wad?? my fon ringing?!!!o... its mom... not answering...)
• my mom talking through fon..
• aunt cutting vege..onions...
• dad coughing
• i juz farted
• then burp..
• mighty ducks commercial..
• mosquito sound..(why??)
• high school musical song in hindu..(awesome...)hahaha..
• mom's car sound...
• boyzone song...(stephen gately, 1 of the member died 3 days ago of lungs cancer)
• some dog barking....
• toilet flushing..

alright there's a lot of sound...

afternoon wif palssss...

rite after school i went out wif my pals 2day... k.K pass in a blur .... cool...hahaha... 4 da 1st time EVER in history i felt dat P.P period pass so blurly... B.M 2... Mandy n i, mostly me suddenly have dis idea of going lunch at the museum.. then out of the blue, gui mei, georgina, jo soh, jia yi(cherri/chelli) and aaron were invited.. it was awesome hanging out with them... amanda tag along 2.. . i actually invited amanda cuz i know how bored she'll get if she stuck at home with my aunt n sharon.. see i do love my sister. gui mei is an energy of humor n laughter. she made every1 laugh till non stop. add jo soh in2 da picture, there's not a time dat any 1 is bored. jo soh freak out when she stuck her feet into the pond at 175 cafe but she did it n concur her fear anyway. way to go jo soh! den we went 2 parkson.... and we went spring 2 kill time and escape from rush hour traffic..hehez.. we kinda broke something in spring by accident... thank god we have enough money to pay 4 it... i din expect mandy 2 pay me da money back... dun wanna make her more stress after all the stress of study in school... finally made her loosen up.... she's been a miss sourpuss lately cuz of study??... man shitz happen...

We walk till almost 7 and home after that. i would looooove 2 elaborate how fun it was but it still summarize to 2 words FUN AFTERNOON?? or GREAT SHIT?? or wadever superlative that mean super fun... i'm sure mandy will post fotos of this afternoon n say more maybe?? hmmm... wonder wad she's doing now while i post this.... dun think we gonna go out next friday cuz exam is coming reeeeeally soon... so i'm gonna b busy studying... 2ml gonna b grandma's b'day nt expecting it to b fun 2 me... i'll probably would b bored outta my brains o go hang out with baby living opposite only.. well till then.... peace..

down times

A.J IS NOW GONE FOR A MOMENT. PLEASE LEAVE A SHIBBY AFTER THE BEEP....



*BEEP*

this is wad happening to the world

Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an "L" on her forehead

Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Back to the rule and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb

So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

It's a cool place and they say it gets colder
You're bundled up now but wait 'til you get older
But the meteor men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture

The ice we skate is getting pretty thin
The waters getting warm so you might as well swim
My world's on fire how about yours
That's the way I like it and I never get bored

Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars

Somebody once asked could I spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place
I said yep what a concept
I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Back to the rule and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold
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I could play this song.....gonna jam it when i have the chance

random thoughts (part 2)

just like the other random thoughts, I'm gonna say stuff randomly like....

• do any1 get naked when playing under the rain?
• why people now a days are such an ass?
• can u still breath when u shove a straw deep in 2 Ur nostril?
• does the number of people having sex increase when rainy day?
• there sure is a lot of mosquito rite now...
• damn my ass itch...
• can leeches cure h.t sickness??
• what will h.t's face look like when she's covered in leeches?
• what will h.t's face look like when she's covered whith lizards?
• man some people r an ass.,..
• nothing here make sense....
• paparazzi>>>.......?
• i just farted...awesome.. no smell...
• great shits and asses...

CRAY ZAYS

wad's up with people these days? people tend to be in crazy mood swings.. i try 2 cool people down... but it just kills the vibe!!


i'm giving up in cheering people up. You're messed up now, it's your problem!!don't expect me to cheer you up. I'll just lay there like Garfield...

rite....

the um... 'puzzle' competition didn't went well at all. in fact kuching town lost with no dignity. our ass got smoked and served by malays but i built a patriotic spirit within me. I reach home n suffered a huge headache cause of that bulan bahasa stuff. like creedon say, this is bull shuit. i dont feel any more hate for roland. he's not a nerd. he's juz good at comp stuff. I know i'm cruel labelling people. From now on, i will not simply label people cause of physical judgement. I don wanna label people at all. not cool. I'll overlook pek hsien's 'bitchyness/assness' and move on so as the twins. start all over from zero. NO JUDGEMENT towards people from me anymore.

now, i'm gonna lie n tell my story all opposite n very perverted( do not read if u're under 18)

my name is chai ah kau, I'm 81 years old. I'm filthy rich and I'm MARRIED to my 81 years old wife Tracy hang. i have many children. i and my wife have sex every night. i owned many dogs including German Shepherd, st.Barnard, Rottweiler, golden retriever, great Dane, chihuahua and all the pure breed dogs on earth. i even have a 16 foot pet python name shorty. even though I'm old, i still drive fast cars including a Ferrari. my wife say i'm fast in bed too cuz i bersunat n converted into Jewish.shalom... i have a 50 cent tatoo at my back and a SEXY GRANDPA tatoo at my arm(pitt). [it means my armpitt is hairless] I'm a president of an island where robinson crusoe used to be stranded on. Friday is my butler. His great grandfather happens to be Robinson crusoe's companion. Thruoghout the generations, Friday name his decendants after himself cuz he think its cool and that's the only english name he knows. My wife is a famous marine biologist and she is still hot n sexy even at the age she is now. I'm a famous song writer for many singers. i ever wrote songs for taylor swift, fergie, madona, britney spears, shakira, and most malaysian singers before they die. Even at this age, i don look old at all. Me and my wife is forever young because we're vampires or some people call us immortal. There's more and more immortal now a days. ......(to be continued)


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rite, so the increase of numbers of vampires are due to people now a days wanna be forever young. I and my wife are accidentally transformed. it was a blood lust experience.



...... i've git nothing to talk about anymore.. hmmm... rite... snakes..

lantern festival

i know the title is kinda like a primary school essay title.... ignore dat... so i would like to start of by talking bout yesterday:


like every other school day Friday,me n mandy would always go hang out after school.we went 175 cafe 2 that fish spa thingy.. its cool letting my leg suck by cute fishies....=) in school, there's this new form 6 club. i think its kinda stupid cuz i dun like most of them AJKs, n naib Pengerusi(Lim Pek Hsien) total jackass bitch.. but whatever..

As for today, i went to hang out with belle, jess n sis. when the sun set, i'm off to my grandma house for dinner. before dinner, i did some stuff with baby. After dinner, Belle, sis, ray, Sherly,me n baby went taman sahabat. That place was loaded with people.... Families, doggies n couples all gather to play lantern in harmony.... it was cool... but the weather is so hot. i keep sweating like damn.. there's this lantern that can fly... please respond if wanna know more bout flying lantern... no, its not a UFO... when i get back 2 grandma house, i went 4 a walk with baby... it was fun.. i got not much 2 say bout what i do... i just got a random thought:

• do malays celebrate lantern festival 2? i mean play lantern just 4 fun..
  

bitches, assholes and fuckers

1st of all i would give specific intro 2 this post.

bitches r: ho lee hui, ho lee ming
assholes: lim pek hsien
fuckers: ROLAND!!

I know i ever offended many people before this. I dunno wad the problem of those people i stated above. as 4 the twin bitches ho lee hui and ho lee ming, i'm really sick of them giving snake eyes to mandy!! really wanna call in fovors to take them out. but i don want gangsterism 2 start in the school again... i'm oso turning over a new leaf.. as for lim pek hsien, i dono wana smack her o hit her so hard she'll have brain concussion cause she keep thrash talk bout me. stella and mandy just because we're going to a stupid puzzle competition and she's not!! if u wanna go so badly i throw it in ur face and let u fucking go lah!!cibai ahh! As for Roland, wad did i ever do to you??!! we're free to move where ever we want. i know i look arrogant and i'm proud of it. i'm not interested in studying business stuff like economics. besides calling u a nerd i have no idea wad's ur problem with me!! i wanna b ur friend cuz u're cool..now obviously ROLAND is just another fucker. hope he get rape by a male sex crave convict.
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obviously i'm pissed at stuff at school. Even though i don like 2 care bout stuff bout this but really feel like smacking them sometimes. now that i get those stuff off my chest, today was nice finally cuz mandy got no weird sudden mood swing 2day.. yesterday when she have her sudden mood swing, i feel uneasy.. my shoes got all wet, i got fed up and decided 2 bare feet after recess. it was nice.. i dun feel restricted like when i'm wearing shoes.. jo soh think my feet is sexy...hahaha... for those irritation i feel, i decide not 2 stoop to their level. they can say anything bout me any way that they want, as long as they din say anything bout my mother.nobody can control a person's mouth... weird people..

so, study week much?

I've been studying lately... a lot... and i feel motivated?hm mm....
right.... awkward...

this is a random thought:

• I've been wondering how do Mandy look like when she dress up like lady GAGA?
• will my sis ever dress up like Miley Cyrus?

Today, Mr.Kelvin gave the list of going that competition thing. P.S is not chosen at all to dat puzzle competition... sad... pek hsien look hapi... wanna slap her so hard... although P.S say she dun wanna go but i can tell she's disappointed. :( damn pek hsien!

about study.. I'm putting extra effort to my study now, starting with quitting my part time job as a tutor and my P.A tuition now temporary no class till next year. NOW that i have the time, i rearrange my time more to study, some time with baby, Mandy and pals, and I'll always give way for some time with my family. So far balancing is going well... I'm planning 2 spend rm5 4 this week. Mandy said is impossible but i can prove her wrong! hahahahah.... =) i'm gonna spend only rm5 in 1 week!!

crash!!

now i'm a bit stable to blog down my experience a few moments ago. i just hit a guys car juz now. Now i really hate locals around here. They made a mistake themselves but they don't admit it. I admitted my mistake but that guy is a total ass. he waited at a no waiting lane. that place is so cramped that i cant get out of that parking space. serve him right he got knocked. should've knocked the driver seat. give that asshole a brain cuncusion. gud ting my car paint is ok. only my bumper got scratched. gud thing Jess, my sis n belle was wif me. Wonder wad's coming next....

random thoughts

now i'm gonna say stuff randomly. it means i'm gonna ask randoms questions like:

• wonder how bored i would get if i spend 2 whole months in my village at Kpg .Terbat?
• Why do i keep craving chocolates 2day?
• how much sweet does it take 2 get from here to my room? why does my sister keep piss at me 4 no reason?
• why kuching never host a cool concert b4?
• how much pain in the butt i am 2 mandy?
  
• do mandy eat in front of the comp while blogging like wad i'm doing rite now?
• do mr.chelli's wife read mandy's blog 2?
  
• how many enemies did i made so far?
  
• why do my hair itch so much?
  
• is my sister always dat weird?
• is there any ghost hunter in kuching?
• how many bitches can i smack in 1 breath??
• is this 21 questins?
  
• hahahaha...asses......

balance

I've had it balancing my time with family and friends. i don't wanna care anymore!!! I'm spending too much now a days, I've gotta cut down expenses. I've decide to stay at home till I'm financially secured to go out. i actually planned this post in a paper last night.So, about balance s far the problem now is balancing family and friend time. I spend equal time with friends but somehow that time keep demanding more. so far I'm balancing good but what back fired is my time with friends and I'm sad to say my time studying 2... My time studying is taken up by my time hanging out with my friends. my time spending with family also tend to clash with my time spend with friends. i need a time table but i don' t like my life planned out. its weird n predictable. oh, screw it I'll make my time table.... i written lots of shit bout critic shits in the paper but I'm tired typing it here. As for my study, i make a vow that after my double date 2ml I'll wont go hang out til i catch up with my study. I'll let my social life suffer 4 awhile while i make up my time with my study.

I wanna critic a fact of treating your friend like a lover. treating your friend like a lover is so so so fucking wrong man, WRONG! Friend and lover are different. There are LINES and BOUNDARIES. You cant treat a friend like a lover its just playing weird and creepy. However, people should say treat your friend like your family. I dont ask more from my friends. I know my lines and boundaries VERY CLEARLY... sharing food and drinks with friend is not weird. it gets weird when that friend feed the other friend looking into each other' s eyes hypnotically.

these are just crap talk bout study and friends case i'm feeling frustrated but them. I just wish somehow i could tel my friends i wana hang out not cause i wanna be cool, i just want company. i'm not using any1, i juz wanna get 2 noe people around me. I could hang with myself when i want to. I don't kiss ass just to b cool dats just playing desperate...I mean no offend to P.S =) hehehez.. sori...




oh ya screw them respect nobody respect anybody in kuching this is a fucking gia su and population no respect town!! i spit on the face on every 1 i use 2 respect except celebs. i'm now an asshole and a jerk. fuck dat !! Malysians SUCK!! i suck, dat's your problem deal with it!!! I dont kiss ass!

Respect

Everyone have their own respected people, icon, celebs. well i have a list if them there are the people i respected:

• ah ling jie
• Mandy
• Mr.Chelli
• pn.marry ting
• Sim Chen Chen
• kelvin kho
  
• queen Latifah
• Jennifer Lopez

yea.... dose r the ppl i respected there's a lot of reason i respect Dem i give lots n lots of my respect 2 them but it you be a novel length that I'll get sick of typing. The 2 ppl i most respected is my mom n dad. They made huge sacrifice for me and my sister. they're very patient with my mood swing when i hit on high hormone level when I'm 12... yea... I love them... but they get in my nerve sometimes. No matter how much respect i give other people nobody ever respect me. Nobody ever treat me seriously. well, story of my life.....

school holidays here i come!!

So, now is the starting of the school holiday. My plan is kinda packed. I'm all booked by friends, baby, sister n cousins. This year school holiday is always going out cause i can drive now...(gloat gloat gloat gloat) hehehehez... So, back to earth.. hahaz.. I plan to go watch movie with Mandy 2moro morning. Yea u heard me 2moro MORNING..... hahaha.. wanna use up the free tickets. Mandy keep saying i'm crazy. yea i am crazy sometimes but i still keep in posture... I wonder how a cineplex look in the morning....

so mandy say wad??

if u're reading now man, this is a random title... the following post is not about u... shibby!!


so here goes.. wad do u do when u tend to feel god had neglected you? does being close to god really necessarily go to church? do god want evil 2 win or its an equal battle?


now i have nothing to say cuz all i have is question. so ending this post with a wazuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuup


creative eh??? ;-)

study stufy study shits!! SHIBBY

the past 2 days i've been studying hard 4 my PP n BM. It felt awesome when i test P.P.... Triple L din even call my name anymore!!! yey!! maybe its because i studied?? mr.chelli tease mandy again, apparently he respect mandy a lot. nobody ever respect me. haiz.... well dat's just life... friday was fun... play guitar at class is nice...

last time drama come frm ex, now drama come from frenz.... me n my dramatic life....

Last time my ex used 2 give me lots and lots of drama. All kinds of drama like love drama, jealousy drama, greed drama, any drama u name it, I've experienced it.

But now i t all come from my frens... i even found a new type of drama called gia su drama from P.S.. of all the dramas, my life is a comedy or a bad sitcom of 8 simple rules.. it all comes to this drama drama drama drama drama drama drama.

my life is expereincing a dramatic change. Like bloggoig 4 example,i never blog before this so..... great, more drama!! when will dis drama end???

shits happens

I'm getting very sick of my neighbor keep hogging my baby when we're at tuition. After tuition due 2 a misunderstanding Baby got mad at me. I'm super depressed till i blog my depression. damn shitz!! I feel terrible hurting my baby 2nd time!! fuck !!

teacing kids agaim...

its awesome teaching kids again... teasing kids bout bf n gf is cute... innocent minds.... ahhhhhh... those were the days when i still think baby came from ponds... my dad used 2 tell me babies come from ponds made by frogs... the truth was ugly when i accidentally watched porn mistaken it as cartoon....my mind was never the same again....huhuhuhuhuhu.... luckily my parents never lecture me bout sex education... it would be VERY awkward....

uh huh.... interesting......

sexy black back
cute assholes
how i look like when i'm on crack
poke her face(my sis amanda)
where did that bear come from?

yesterday i went hang out with Mandy n my sis. it was fun. we start taking pics at Mandy's shop after buying P.S's present n go MC D. speaking of P.S's present, bet she'll get so fucking piss when she saw us gave her tissues...hahahahahahahaha........ this is what we've taken so far... i laugh til my ribs hurt when my sis say wana go pee in the shop next door.. mandy's worker sure crack me up so badly i ove is... she's cool... no wonder mandy like dat worker...

blur day much??

It's been so long since i feel a BLUR day ever since i met my baby. I never felt more alert til 2day cuz baby got bad mood cause family stuff... sad... and so i got blur... my mind was blank... my time went past me in a piece of blur. assembly is.............. Blur...... M/C Andy looks.......... Blur......... but after skul when i swing by 2 baby's house i get 2 go c her n my presence cheered her up.. :-) i finally found a way 2 cheer my baby.....yey.... i started working 2 days ago, help ling jie during fei jie absence.... its cool 2 b at dat tuition again. Except this time in my return i'm no student ther anymore... i'm the teacher i'm proud 2 say... wad i'm nt proud of is that i teach chinese when i suck terribly in chinese.... but 2day i'm teaching maths n dat nt so bad, its just dat primary math have a little of B.C in it... so being blur is kinda weird feeling... wonder how my blur face luk like........ hmmmmmmmmmmmm........


now i'm gona end this post wif an..... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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oya ... Triple L said 'KE las ' 63 times 2day!! =)

ghost story

Yo, check this out... I customize the song love story. sing the song in love story rhythm

[verse1]
i was very young when i fist saw it
it was weird cuz it look very still and very white
suddenly i shiver

[pre chorus]
it look like triple L
but she look much more happier
and my buddy say run away it's Triple L
she was being very friendly
and begging me please don't run
and i say

[chorus]
go away Triple L
can u please leave me alone
what's your problem
all your homework i have done
i go to sleep when u say nestle
its a ghost story
Triple L say hey

Kucing Fattening Centre?? (KFC)

damn.... 2day wad's wif ppl talking bout weight 2day? i totally have no idea gurls make a big fuzz bout weight... i weight 155kg so wad??! i weigh 5 kg so wad??! even though u luk freaky super overweight o underweight but u gotta b proud of yourself cuz u get to live man.. if u're slim but luk kinda flabby n wanna stay in shape, u juz go do a freakin exercise its easy n relaxing... healthier than lipo sucktion n pills!!




*no offend to whoever who cares...*

this is just what i always wana say to my ex!!! SCARS(do any1 ever realize when crossout the C it spelled SARS?)

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cause you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause I channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shoulda' never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]



I do feel the pain but not anymore from you. Time heals. I just feel sorry for you. Too bad you have no idea what I'm talking about. hahahaz.... DUMBASS

what happen in taman sahabat at night.....

as you all know taman sahabat or friendship park is a park that signify unison of china and Malaysia. By day its just another innocent park that is too hot to take a walk. most residents nearby take a walk there at the evening or night cause is more cooling by that time. haha.. as many people thought that couple go there to take a walk 2 but not many know that couples rather go there park their car, and have sex in the car. This is what i did last night when i go there:

Ray n Robbie, my very close cousin were blur as usual including me actually on our way home from spring. As our blurring continue, their sister suddenly out of the blue suggested to go to friendship park. We agreed blurly and we're off to friendship park. i suddenly remembered what couples do in the car when thy're in friendship park... a crazy idea occur to me ... when we're at the park i turn on my lights 2 maximum brightness n shine in 2 ppl's car...hahahaha... we've caught a few couples doing it...hahahaha... some making out.... i actually caught a guy piss at the bush...hahahaha... we rolled down the windows n shout "we are assholes" ... ( i know... i'm an ass) hahahahah....it's great to do dat.... i winked at some gurls fun when i'm at spring... awesome time yeaterday.... 2 bad Mandy didn't come... she sure would get a kick out of this 1... when we were at friendship park we keep on talking crap bout loch ness monster living in dat lake n laughing at some crock being in the lake...


well, that's all 4 this post.... i'll eand it witha looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooog aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

shimmy!! peaze!!!

You can move on when you accept the past

well, the past came n haunted me but this time i accepted it and move on... i and my ex r really just friends now... in a weird way its good... i can see no bad intention... i'm a person of not much words so.... i will end this post with a long aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... ok now i'm done.... have a nice day... peace...

my point of view on the movie called "the orphan"

this is Esther(freaky isn't she?)

well, i went 2 watch THE ORPHAN with Teresa today.. i give that movie a five out of five star preview on the thriller category.. that movie is about a shaken mother who is haunted by her past of loosing a unborn fetus and decided to adopt a child. After much therapy, she adopted a child from the orphanage but she knew little bout the orphan's past. The orphan's name is Esther who turn's out to be a crazed psycho killer who have feelings for the woman's husband. the sick twist is that Esther have a hormone disorder which made her look like a 9 year old but she actually is 33 years old. she killed her adopted family cuz the father is nt into her..(like i said throughout the movie, "sick crazy kid!!") the hapi ending is that the mother killed Esther,thus saved the chidren and unfortunately the father died. After the movie, Teresa was all shaken up, so was i... that made the movie sooooo awesome!!

HOW LAME CAN LIFE BE?

everything seems 2 go on in a blur 2 day... everything is a piece of blur and life is very blur... wonder how my ex handle life in k.l... when will this piece of shit gonna end?? so fucking hate 2day!!!

and 2day's gonna work out how??

well frankly.... i dunno wad's wrong wif 2day... nothing is going rite since i woke up dis mornin.... i dunno y am i so pissed about... nothing feel rite... i keep wishing i juz sleep through the day n juz missed 2 day... so fucked off by dis feeling!!!! y m i soooo angry????!! I wanna get out of the house n just chilll!!1 till now i nt yet even go spring check out the cineplex!! fuck 2day!!

whao false alarm of swine flu virus....!!!!!

well, the last 2 days i was having fever. kill my chance 2 go dating. the fever made me sleep all weekend!!! damn weather n germs n other stuff!! there's 1 important thing i learn when having a fever: WHEN YOU KNOW YOU CANT BATH/WASH YOUR HAIR WHEN U HAVING FEVER,NEVER EVER APPLY HAIR GEL OR WAX ON YOUR HAIR JUZ CUZ U'LL THINK YOU'LL LOOK HEALTHY. well the truth is dat you dont look healthy!! you'll look like a bla n have reeeeeeally bad looking hair... I went 2 the clinic yesterday and its a very irritating place 2 me... when i get sick,everything sound so loud... the doctor got my temperature n it reads 39.1 degrees Celsius... I've wondered ideally how hot does it take 2 make my brain boil n something bout breakdance... I'm feeling way way better nw.... goin back 2 skul 2ml... peaze out!!

wad's up with shitz lately?

alright i dunno what the fuck is up with people lately... it's all damn weird..
SO HERE'S AN UPDATE OF MY LIFE

1. I juz found my other half right after my frenz come back home from n.s... i met her in n.s when going visit my pals y.t n p.s, y.t(a.k.a Mandy) told me bout her.. she told me dat our interest r similar in every way. all and all,awesome. It turns out dat she happen live opposite my grandma's house. We never met cuz she never come out from her house to play outside before. She agreed 2 be mine at 12 July. All is good and steady now.
   
2. Its been quite awhile since form 6 started.Subject that I'm taking now are some how hard in a way but still easy? I have no place to point out the difficulty of Form 6. Its cool being in the same class with my best buddies. It get claustrophobic sometimes but i got over it. Since day 1 of school reopen, i never get used to wear the form 6 uniform. I hate it to the core but i still need to be patient till i graduate after STPM next year. Good thing being prefect reduce the suckness of the uniform.
3. During the holiday, I and my buddy hui ting(a.k.a Angela) got 2 patch up the distance of being from just friends to being best friends. It evolve when i n her work in a cafe called BELLA'S. My employer is the worst businessman in history. That job suck eggs. I've gained good experience though. Two months ago, me, Mandy n P.S had a fight with hui ting. We haven't spoken since then. Yesterday,Hui Ting went to Mandy's house in sekama sobbing and crying. Turns out the guy she had a crush on and fell in love with have a new girlfriend and she found out about it the hard way. I think now we're friends agian.

And so... I'm expecting i'nteresting shits this year, so far..... It just got more and more interesting...

form 6-a new life n transformation

It's been 2,3 weeks since school reopen studying form 6. So far so good, my buddies r in the same class with me. I've made new buddies along the way. I found my new adventure along the way 2. there's a lot of changes in my life. Teachers teaching form 6 are pretty, except for 1 teacher who looked over stressed....bet she haven't had sex with her hubby in a long time... hahahaha... XD That explains her stress... Because of Terry, now I'm forgetting beeyotch so many already. I kinda forget her name already right after making out. Sweet...

shit wad just happen???

here's the deal,i just went 2 national service camp 2 visit my amigos and mandy intro me 2 a friend she meet there... i think she's very hooooot n damn... when i first saw her in my mind i was like wow... what's the deal?? i just met n sms her for a while for crying out loud n now i'm craving 2 know more about her... she's like a new interesting book 4 me 2 read... as i'm waiting 4 the next time she find me, it feels like time slowed down... damn... wad's wrong with me....O_o* time seem 2 slow down n it feels like the slowest weeks ever....!

UPDATE!!

this is the update of my life... During the disappearance on e blogger, there's many changes in my life.... First, my best amigos have gone 2 N.S for almost a month now and i miss them every day and every minute because there's nobody 2 hang out with.... sad.... sob... :'( At least 1 of my pal got send back because of Asama attack. I never thought I say this but thank god for sending her back or else who knows what'll happen 2 her if she didn't come back...

The next thing is about them driving thing. I finally can drive on my own I'm really sorry 4 the last few people who became my Ginnie pig especially my favorite girl you know who you are. love you. And thank god I'm driving smoothly lately and I hope the progress of my driving would improve even more soon..

The past 2 weekends was fun but not crazy enough... I MISS MANDY N P.S SOOOO MUCH....WUUUUUUU.....