at k.l..

yoyoyo... nw im actually bloggig from my hotel room... my days here were great but i miss every 1 esspecially bby.... huhuhu.. write mo when reach back... peaze!!

day b4 leaving kuching

to think last year i was desperate 2 leave k.l n escape all the pain in kuching...that was last year n this year in desperate don't wana go cause i juz wana stay here with baby.. huhuhuhu...

is it time already?

well amazingly i manage 2 have an interesting holiday... i actually did my homework but din really study... i met a new fren from k.l.... interesting.... well last year"s holiday did bored out of my skull but dis year things changed once i know how 2 drive... last year i was bored til i was begging 2 go out n have fun but dis year i"m juz begging 2 stay at home.. everything changed since baby came into my life... no longer feeling like zombie, my time seem always occupied by everybody... i"m not only baby"s AJ but i"m suddenly every1"s AJ now.. friend, family and baby"s time seem 2 b problem constantly... Wad 2 do when everyone wants a piece of me? it"s all about balance and time arrangement.. i get greedy sometimes cause i"m addicted 2 spend time with baby... when u"re in love all u 1 2 do is just 2 spend time with ur lover, wad can i say?i"m in love...

so three days from now i will be going 2 k.l.. once again i don get 2 celebrate chrismas alone in other country..fuck... every year i wanted 2 spend my chrismas with my lover but it constantly back fire it fucking shits me... shits happen every year!! 1st day of velentine"s day next year is on the 1st day of CNY... WTF!! i plan 2 cry my eyes out this chrismas hugging with ray coz we had the same wish... I kinda hate that fucking trip 4 seperating me from baby 4 2 weeks... till next time.. peace..